(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
It could happen many times. It could be every single guy, it could be just one guy. But when you see that changed relationship status on facebook, when you see that picture on instagram, or just see them together and smiling, when you see him happy. That’s the worst feeling. Your heart drops to the bottom of your stomach, but at the same time your anger starts boiling and numbs your fingertips and jealousy has it’s grasp around you. You feel worthless, pathetic, unwanted. Because she’s pretty and you feel below her. Or because she’s ugly and you know he can do better. Or when she’s a complete slut and you don’t want him getting hurt. When you just wish that it was you. You wish that he had just given you a chance. Or you wish that he hadn’t left you for her. To you, it isn’t fair. Because this is an unfamiliar territory. The person that you wanted so badly at some point in your life wants someone else. That’s the worst feeling.